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I am so busy today but I thought I should blog a little coz these thoughts may slipped.
 Did you know that I  have this strange habit of analyzing (even guessing) why a certain person like a certain song?
I dont know why really, I just do.
Sometimes I'm brave enough to ask the person why, but most of the time i keep it to myself.
Instead I do the math, I mean the guessing game. hehe
I just find it interesting. Does that make me weird? : )
And I have this habit of goggling lyrics, songmeanings and internalizing each and everyline of the song.
hmmm nosey? maybe, I just enjoy it, I dont know.
And I think about the writer, what's he like, how'd she/he come up with it, the song facts of course.
And I read each and everyone's interpretation of the song and imagine what each persons like, her age maybe, how come she interpreted it that way, etc.
ok ok. is this freaky already? haha or just normal?
Had I known id be this "mindful" of how people think/react i would have taken psychology instead! : )


I'm not sure if this is bad or not, if its normal or sort of freaky already.
All I know is I do it because Im curious, and I find it really really interesting.
Ugh, now i feel so not normal. haha
or im just so tired i should go home instead of writing this. haha
ok ok im gonna post, sayang namang ang type.

Plus, Im gonna share this song...
Been listening to this almost all day!



It's a beautiful happy song for me.
I find it realistic as to what exactly happens to a relationship sometimes.
It happens, doubt happens.
Negative thoughts are like viruses, we often have no idea of how it get to us but we do know we can get rid of it.
We have insecurities, we have trust-issues, we fear things with no proper basis or reasoning at all...
BUT what's important is because of love, we decide to let it pass and remind ourselves again of what we "really" have...
Again, its all just a matter fighting for it, fighting for something right and will make you happy...  : )

 

 
 Please note, im not feeling any insecurity at all today. haha defensive.  ok, admittedly, I do feel "different" at times, which i think is normal, We all do feel that way sometimes. But really, today, I am perfectly fine and sure of some things.....  : )

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 "Even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will."
-Peyton Sawyer